回忆。。。

在这深夜里，我忘了有多久没来这里用我的键盘写下我的点滴。一个让我不想回忆的学期。我的手受了伤。。。在这一切都似乎要过去时，3月22日 ，我的婆婆却选择在这一天离去。这一切都太快了。没想到那一次的再见竟是永远。在回家的途中，我告诉自己不能流泪。但是，到了真正分离的时刻，我还是哭了。原来，生命真的不是掌控在我们的手里。如果有一天我也变成回忆，我会希望大家开心的活下去。好后悔，早知道您会这样离开，在您生日时，我应该赶回去的。如果我只到那是最后一次，我一定不会去玩。回忆起以前的一切，如今，一切都只是回忆。因为失去了，所以我更珍惜。因为遗憾，所以我更不能忘记曾经所有和您的回忆。

安息吧，我最敬爱的婆婆。愿您在天国里能快乐。。。

Training with my left hand...

This time i am going to put some of my time to train my left hand to write...I want to write words with my both hand...CAN I OVERCOME MY LIMITATION???

Appreciate what i have now...

Long time no write blog...Nearly 3 month already...Broken arm had made me suffer a lot in my uni life...I hate this kind of feeling...Holiday for 5 week and i had a worst ever mood for my Chinese New Year...Every day i was looking for tomorrow to come...Hoping that my arm will get well soon but every time end up with disappointment...Once i close my eye, my whole night ended up with the horrible and weird dream...All this i had to feel it myself...Lost a lot of thing...Missed the exam, missed the classes, waste a lot of money...I really hope that all the bad luck will gone soon...I really hope that all my friend around me will have healthy life...Nothing i can do but to appreciate what i had now...Every day chasing for the knowledge...In front of my friend, i need to pretend that i am happy...Actually, i am worrying with my uni work and my right arm every night...I believed that i will get every things back on track soon...

Thank you for those who had help me in this past few month...
1) Alvin(lab mate & friend)
2)Hua Ming(coursemate & friend)
3)Christopher(coursemate & friend)
4)Teck Luk(friend)
5)Ing Khai (friend)
6)Ming Chung(lab mate)
7)Kok Chew(coursemate & roomate & friend)
8)Wee Teck(coursemate & friend)


For those who i had miss out, paiseh leh...Because really got many people help me in my difficult time...

Finally, the most important is my family...Without them, i cannot ..............................
Thanks...

2010...Happy New Year...

Celebration at Penang Queensbay Mall with my friends and singer who come from Taiwan...Coolllll...This is my first time to celebrate new year at a place other than Bintulu...We stay at a new hotel in Penang...Eastin Hotel a 5 star hotel...First time watch Tank sing the song live...

hAPPY nEw yEAR to all my friends...

永别的2009

回忆起2009年，真是喜忧掺半的一年。在那一年里，我经历了酸甜苦辣。从年头的因为课业的不如意而悲伤到年中的颓废再到年尾的开心倒数。。。感觉到在2009里我成长了很多。。。

在经历了朋友的boikot和背叛。。。真的好痛，在那些日子里，就好像全世界都与你为敌。。。但是谢谢你们的boikot和背叛让我学会了不靠别人。。。2009 年也让我明白了爱一个人不一定要得到她，只要知道她开心她过的好就足够了。。。家人！！！！这个词再一次成了我最强的后盾。。。谢谢家人给我的支持让我能坚强的一直的走下去。。。还有在hometown的好兄弟姐妹，谢谢你们在我人生低潮时拉我一把。。。谢谢。。。

爱情，原来是可以被分开的词。爱失去了，可以被找回和取代。情却远远都留在心中成为心中的烙印。有些东西是远远都不能被遗忘，它只能被放下。在深夜一个人的房间里，会不小心的勾起心中的那一个旋。暗恋原来可以和恋爱一样痛。有人说爱情就像一本乐谱，里面应该有各式各样的曲风，抒情带表甜蜜，摇滚代表刺激等。这样的乐谱才是有趣的。如果乐谱里只有抒情曲风的歌曲，那这就不是爱情。夜里被勾起的回忆也许是甜的也许是苦的但这是让我们成长的回忆。眼泪的流下代表一切的结束，擦干眼泪，代表一切都成为过去。世上只有亲情是无可被取代的。无论发生什么事，亲情都会是最坚强的后盾。。。

累了。。。

这一刻，我的心跳就真的好像要没有了。。。今天的考试不是很好。。。不过我会继续努力。。。告诉我，我该怎么做？？？最近我才知道原来那些每天在你面前扮好人的人是最可怕的。。。世上最痛最毒的箭是来自自己朋友。。。那个某某某，真的希望你能告诉我，为什么你那么的恨我？？？恨到要暗箭伤人。。。