Last night i go to sing k with my freinds for the first time at Bintulu...So tired and i also realized that i don't have any potential to become a singer...zzz...However i still enjoy that...

20/6/2009...I will remember this day in my heart...I am not a coward guy...But now i had to accept everything...This is because i had chosen to let you knew my feeling...I get the result i expected...Perhaps i still got chance or i dont have any chance...All this is no more important for me...Maybe just let it pass or store you in my heart,this is the choices that i had to make now...I am sure i cannot forgot you at this moment but in future i cannot sure...

累了，累了。。。坚持了这么久终于要放下。。。好讨厌这种还没打战就被打败的感觉。。。也许当初就不应该如此的坚持吧。。。我这些年的坚持是值得的吗？？？我的想信又是对的吗？？？或许从没遇见过你会是最好的结局。。。叶子虽然被无情的风吹落但是最后的风却能感受到叶子离去的孤独。。。也许又或许我的离去丝毫不会让人察觉。。。如国说我在一部20集戏剧里的角色是什么，我想应该是出场不到一分钟的超级配角。。。此时的我应该好好想想我究竟是怎样的人，我要的又是什么。。。好陌生噢。。。镜子里的还是我吗？？？不过我很相信这种挫败感会成为我人生的坦克车让我越过凹凸不平的人生。。。因为我相信我终会找到属于我人生的乌托邦。。。