Last night i go to sing k with my freinds for the first time at Bintulu...So tired and i also realized that i don't have any potential to become a singer...zzz...However i still enjoy that...

20/6/2009...I will remember this day in my heart...I am not a coward guy...But now i had to accept everything...This is because i had chosen to let you knew my feeling...I get the result i expected...Perhaps i still got chance or i dont have any chance...All this is no more important for me...Maybe just let it pass or store you in my heart,this is the choices that i had to make now...I am sure i cannot forgot you at this moment but in future i cannot sure...

累了，累了。。。坚持了这么久终于要放下。。。好讨厌这种还没打战就被打败的感觉。。。也许当初就不应该如此的坚持吧。。。我这些年的坚持是值得的吗？？？我的想信又是对的吗？？？或许从没遇见过你会是最好的结局。。。叶子虽然被无情的风吹落但是最后的风却能感受到叶子离去的孤独。。。也许又或许我的离去丝毫不会让人察觉。。。如国说我在一部20集戏剧里的角色是什么，我想应该是出场不到一分钟的超级配角。。。此时的我应该好好想想我究竟是怎样的人，我要的又是什么。。。好陌生噢。。。镜子里的还是我吗？？？不过我很相信这种挫败感会成为我人生的坦克车让我越过凹凸不平的人生。。。因为我相信我终会找到属于我人生的乌托邦。。。

I am a coward guy???Can anyone tell me the answer???Perhaps i am brave in almost all the field that i participate in but i am sure that i am a coward guy in love...Don't ask me why???This is because i am also looking for the answer now...Maybe i think too much before i made my decisions...Somebody say this is a good habit...Believe me,this is absolutely bad habits if you are going to use it in making all the decisions about love...You will lose everything when you think too much in love...For people who don't know how to made decisons like me,you must try to make it base on you feeling...Sometimes i keep thinking that if i am not coward then what will happened to me now???Haha,i still haven't get the answer untill now...

It had been long time since my last posts...After finish my final exam,i go back to my hometown...Work as a part time worker at my hometown mini market...I expect to have a good working environment.Unfortunately,all this didn't happened...My salary still remain as before while some of my friend's salary have been increase...Once again,i had been treated unfair...However,i still enjoying a good holiday right now with my best friend and my belove family...My 2nd sem result come out and i get a 3.54 which mean i get a dean...All the hardwork i had done is worth!!!!!

   Relaxing and having dinner at Auto City Penang

      KL wangsarmaju

         BBQ at Bukit Mertajam

                   My ee schoolmates

Venue of EE night Jawi Golf Club,Nibong Tebal,Penang

 The day during ekspo jualan

 My stall in ekspo jualan

Today really a great morning after finished my 2nd semester final exam...I had dreamed today for long long time as this semester really short and busy...However,after finishing this exam,i found out that i got nothing to do just like whaty have been say in chinese "wu tou chang yin"...Suddenly felt that i lost my direction in my life...Perhaps it maybe just a temporary feeling,i really don't like this kind of feeling...Now,what i can do is just staying inside my hostel play with my laptop.Next semester maybe i don't have a place to stay.After my universiti get the Apex status,every system had change from the way to take students to the university to the criteria to stay in hostel for 4 year...Aiaiai,perhaps everything around me had changed,i am still the same as before...Now,looking forward to go back to my hometown after a few months had been here...

Introduction

Hello,i am sure this is the first time you visit my blog...First of all,welcome to my blog...I would like intro myself...My name is Dennis...I am studying at University Sains Malaysia now...